Blur

A blank stare when you ask what's next.
I've been lost before but never like this.
Beneath my surface, I'm not what I seem.
Show my strength on the outside. I'm a wreck underneath.
Times been a blur. Slow my future. Too far to quit,
To give up on this. It's empty when I come home.
I'm the only one left here. The rest have moved on.
I'm worried I'm not what you want.
Say you're proud, I hope that you are.