Dead Circus

Am I scared? No
I'm stuck in my bed, all around me bad thoughts
Locked in the basement, I'm feeding them all
Why don't you do the same?
Maybe you're trapped in a mirror, no escape
Sky's getting red, and I'm getting blue
Well, if you were like me you would be dead too
I repeat myself I don't fucking care
But I do instead
Don't stare, don't judge me, how you fucking dare
Heads down, motherfucker, down
Bet now you're bitching again

We're all a mess
We're all a mess
Prey of our own reflection
Doomed to face their constant perfection
Mess, mess

But I know you know
You definitely know what's like when you're not worth
A single like on Instagram (what?)
Being in a binary code
But you don't get to choose if you're a 0 or a 1
I'm biting my tongue
Wait I've already used that line before
The thing's goin' outta hand
We should stop pretend
To be someone we won't ever be
I ain't no blind, but unable to see

I repeat myself I don't fucking care
But I do instead
Don't stare, don't judge me, how you fucking dare
I don't know what I'm doing wrong
I just hit play and sing this song
(I just hit play and sing this song)
How long will take to understand?

We're all a mess
We're all a mess
Prey of our own reflection
Doomed to face our perfect obsession
Mess, mess
And we don't wanna change

Quit staring at me, go away
Leave me alone with my own ego