Have I Changed?

I’m a fraud between the pews on Sunday morning
‘Cause I thought when I was young I knew it all
I still cry when I hear my sister sing your praises
‘Cause the world hasn’t swallowed her like it swallowed me

I used to sing so loud
The devil’s got my tongue on every song I’ve never sung
How can I go back now?
But I cannot put my thumb on when I went so numb

I cannot put my thumb on when I went so numb
I cannot put my thumb on when I went so numb