Alive Again

Trapped inside my head
I’m imprisoned again
Mental bars keeping me locked in
This curse is mine to bear

This curse is mine to share
Reflecting on who I once was
Frustrating those we’ve lost
Consuming the vices of yesterday
Consumed by the voices of my dead state

Falling over myself
Stuck in my head again
I don’t know how to break out
I feel it sinking in
I’ve lost my soul
And I’ll never get it back again now
'Cause I’ve been killing myself
To feel alive again

This pain is never dead
I’m in the fire again
Mental bars keeping me locked in
I’m lost, not to be found
Painful path into the ground

Crashing, falling
Fading slowly
Hurting, hating
Let me out
Soul bound to this flesh of sin
Drowning in this hole again

Falling over myself
Stuck in my head again
I don’t know how to break out
I feel it sinking in
I’ve lost my soul
And I’ll never get it back again now
'Cause I’ve been killing myself
To feel alive again

These hands around my neck
The ones I call my own
The ones that make me sick
The ones I shall disown

Disown

Falling over myself
Stuck in my head again
I don’t know how to break out
I feel it sinking in
I’ve lost my soul

And I’ll never get it back again now
'Cause I’ve been killing myself
To feel alive again
Falling over myself
Stuck in my head again
I don’t know how to break out

I feel it sinking in
I’ve lost my soul
And I’ll never get it back again now
'Cause I’ve been killing myself
To feel alive again