When I Need You Most

A ray of hope delayed, I won't hesitate
Certain things don't need a proof
She's coming near, I'm starting to feel an urge
To trace her every move
I'm blurred inside, gone insane again
Out of time and space
The crowd is drowning out her answer
It will never reach my ears

You'll find me there where you reposed
But where are you when I need you the most
So many times I've dealt with loss
But I'm still here unlike you
To calm my lids I'll keep them closed
Oh, where are you when I need you the most
I still feel so strained every time I try to decipher your lines
…every time I try to decipher your lies

To keep it warm, keep it alive
Your fragile image in my mind
I'll sacrifice my lonely nights
The words I whispered half asleep
Trembling as I could hardly breathe
They weren't made for you to know

Another face, another taste
Another name is to recall
My fantasy drifts away with me
Far off from every shore
But now I'm back, I wish you were here to stay
Where it all began
My fevered dreams - now only memories
But the pain will never leave

You'll find me there where you reposed
But where are you when I need you the most
So many times I've dealt with loss
But I'm still here unlike you
To calm my lids I'll keep them closed
Oh, where are you when I need you the most
If all remains unsaid I'll never taste the wine of your desire
…never taste the bile of your denial

To keep it warm, keep it alive
Your fragile image in my mind
I'll sacrifice my lonely nights
The words I whispered half asleep
As my heart tended to burst with every beat
They weren't made for you to know
I just let myself go