Feels Like Dying

Now the joking´s over, real life´s overtaking me.
I got to make my decision to bear out my destiny.

But I´m still young inside my head,
can´t deal with the expectations
that everyone is trying to put in me.

Cause it feels like dying, my future cannot start today,
yes it feels like dying.
And there´s no denying, my sorrows are keeping me awake,
yes it feels like dying.

They say you won´t get far without a focus on success,
without a serious profession, my way of life will be a mess

Maybe I think a bit too much, but my time is running low.
To find the answer it´s on my own, what´s the best way for me to go.