Comedown

Stay another night
So I can have you when I want you
Cut another line
Do something just get me high, cloud my mind
Looking for a substance to make me feel some more
Make me feel something more

I am always searching
For something that can take me
Take me away from reality
Change me from the way I think
Erase my thoughts, make my mind blank

Everybody else can see
A side of me I've never seen
They think that I can change (I have to disagree)
I'm comfortable inside this hole
That's why I dug it after all
I built my own hell (I'm not coming out)

Stay another night
So I can have you when I want you
Cut another line
Do something just get me high, cloud my mind

I am always searching
For something that can take me
Take me away from reality
Erase my thoughts, make my mind blank

Everybody else can see
A side of me I've never seen
They think that I can change (I have to disagree)
I'm comfortable inside this hole
That's why I dug it after all
I built my own hell (I'm not coming out)

Was it all a dream? (was it all a dream?)
I can't figure out
Blame it all on a blackout
Did I make a scene? (did I make a scene?)
Was I freaking out?
Blame it all on a blackout

Now it's in my veins, I feel the angst
I feel my heart racing
Most would be ashamed, call me insane
Tell me to face this pain
I won't change (believe me)
I can't change
I'm not coming down

I won't change (believe me)
I can't change (don't let me)
I won't change (you heard me)
I can’t change