Sardonica

I can’t sustain – for the mere thought of it
Drives me insane! For fuck’s sake I know I’d breaking down

I choke it off! The pain that’s rising
Sardonica! And pour my scorn
I spit it out! To drown my anguish
Sardonica!
It wears me down! So agonizing!
Sardonica! I laugh and bleed
It rips my heart! My teeth are grinding
Sardonica!

I’m done! All that’s left is my derision
Done! Convulsive grin’s my self-protection
Arrrghh! bearing ‘till the hurt is
Gone! Nooooo!

I can’t explain – I started sneering though
It feels so strained! Impotent anger ‘s set off
clenching me!

I choke it off! The pain…