Forgive Me

One two, yeah
One two
It's just way too much right now
Look

All this pressure on my mind weighing down on my back
All this emptiness inside, I feel my heart turning black
Feel it all turning cold, I'm just losing my soul
And I tried talking to God but He ain't talk to me back
Fuck, I can’t lie and say I never think of you
I can’t lie and say I never wished that I could speak to you
I did everything for you, I guess you just couldn’t see
I just wish you needed me the same way that I needed you
But my heart just doesn’t work like before
Lately, I’ve been so detached but I'm still searchin' for more
I lost so many fuckin' people it don’t hurt me no more
Because no matter who it is it's never worse than before
But tell me why we never listen when they say that love is dangerous
We try too hard for those that wouldn’t do the same for us
We move so fast and we, hope that it lasts
Give people a place in our hearts and they just end up replacin' us
But all my life, I’ve apologized for who I am
For not being a person that these people understand
And I, couldn't understand it, we give ourselves away to people who take us for granted
And they wonder why we damaged
But you only know part of me, you don't know my secrets
You don't know my pain, 'cause I've, always try to keep it
So far away from you, so you could never judge me
'Cause, if you knew the real me, you probably wouldn't love me

Look, the worst part is we lie to ourselves
We just dying deep inside and we get high 'cause it helps
So we hide from the pain, and we hide from the problems
And we hide from our feelings but we cannot hide from ourselves, look (fuck)
We just lie to ourselves
We just dying deep inside and we get high 'cause it helps
So we hide from the pain, and we hide from the problems
And we hide from our feelings but we can't hide from ourselves