Late Bloomers, Early Caskets

Just like the seasons changing
Just like the leaves keep falling
I want to take it all back
Every word I said
Change the way I saw things
Change the way I felt about love
Realize my words still linger
Realize that I'm still here and you're not

My eyes are closed
My stomach is sick
But it gets so much worse than this
I've realized I'm weak and lost the things
Important to me
There's no way to eat
There's no way to sleep
When things like this keep happening
But I'm just one to hold it all in

Just like my mind keeps racing
Just like I'm lost in my own head
Some desperate measures
Call for taking chances
So I'll keep my head clear
And remember
Everything that falls apart
It brings new meaning

Learning there's no certainty
That there are no certain objects
Or certain things
That stay the same

Early graves
Early caskets
Wrap my body around soiled trees
I am one with a broken earth that surrounds me