Mistake

Sometimes in a corner of my mind
I know it wasn't this way
Flashing bright, just colour and light
And happy people there
Then it disappears in a haze
They told me
Don't loose reality
Your grip is slipping away
I tried and tried
As I turned inside out
To stop from sinking there
And now
I'm left with nothing to say

This didn't happen to me
It's a mistake can't you see
It's everything that I feared
I'm not supposed to be here
This didn't happen to me

White halls and softly padded walls
No one's
hurting me now
I feel inside that I can hide forever
Here in silent fear
Of a man whose life was fucked up somehow

Now I know they think I'm crazy
Or maybe just dumb on lazy
They don't know it's all a show
And I'm the one who'll smile at the end
Cos no one knows this but me

This didn't happen to me
It's a mistake can't you see
It's everything that I feared
I'm not supposed to be here
This didn't happen to me
It didn't happen to me