Dying For The First Time In My Life

What then is to follow?
I'm sure of myself as a child weeps
I will go
Not today but tomorrow

What then is to long for?
Remember yourself over your sleep
I don't know
If i could go tomorrow

I will be where my duty is, even if i have a duty to myself...

Do you see me praying in the dark?
Can't you understand?
I'm leaving for the first time
Do you see me falling in the night?
Can't you understand?
I'm dying for the first time in my life

What can i say to you?
We repeat the spell what is mine then?
What am i?
If i go away today

I will be where my duty is, even if i have a duty to myself

Do you see me praying in the dark?
Can't you understand?
I'm leaving for the first time
Do you see me falling in the night?
Can't you understand?
I'm dying for the first time in my life

Can't you understand?
I'm leaving for the first time

Can't you understand?
I'm dying for the first time