I'm okay, i'm just a little depressed

I close my eyes
And it feels like
Three thousand years from home
It is what it seems
A bad, bad dream
I'm here and already gone

Time for me to try again
Time for me to come home

I can't even hate you
I'm busy hating myself
Nothing kills you like your mind
Am I fine when I'm not scared to die?
I can never love you
If I can't love myself
I found a system in this mess
Don't you worry 'bout me
I'm okay, I'm just a little depressed

I'm never enough
And always too much
Tired of the skin I'm wearing
A bad Moon lately
And a bad-news-baby
Everyone's busy dying

Is this life, being born to die? You see
I'm fine and you're a loser like me

I can't even hate you
I'm busy hating myself
Nothing kills you like your mind
Am I fine when I'm not scared to die?
I can never love you
If I can't love myself
I found a system in this mess
Don't you worry 'bout me
I'm okay, I'm just a little depressed

I'm so happy for you
This is... 2020 it's a... A very strange year
But for you it's, it's a great year, I guess
And for me as well