Numb

I took her around the evening
bay.
She doesn't care what
morning brings while she lays with
me.
And Every time I defend
myself, I end up pushing you away
a lifetime...Oh no.

I started
to buy in to all the things that
everyone wanted me to be.

But
you just can't live by what people
say.
I'm numb from all the things
I've tried to be.
And all along
you never turned away...

I've
let you down, I'm runnin away
So
many things I forgot to say
Its
not right for you...
I'm falling
from the past
And throwing what
we had
I've been putting all
these burdens on you...I just want
the pain to end.

Sinking in the
problems I've made...Oh no.
Waste
deep in the troubles we face...no
more.
Can we reach the past again?