Saving Myself for the Day You Didin'tLive

You and I
We would drive into the woods to take off all our clothes
and then do everything except...
what you probably wanted
what I probably needed
I said I was waiting!
Waiting until the day you never said goodbye...
but that day never happened.

The back of my Honda
your breath on the windows
your smell in my nostrils
your mouth on my (lap)
your hair on my shoulder
my hands are all over, exploring the mysteries that I left intact.

Saving myself for the day you dindn't leave me

I will never be your number,
you will never be my notch

just you watch