I'm Not Missing You

"Listen, I can't stand being with you anymore
I'm sorry, but this just is not working out"

I know you can't say the same when I tell you I'm wrong
You say that you don't have regrets
and now I'm taking the blame
When we're starting to fall, you make me feel like I don't exist

Don't know why I let you get past me this time
Won't break down these walls

If it hurts to hear at all, I don't feel a thing now that you're gone
I wish I could lie as well as you, but all I have left to say is true
I miss the way we never said goodbye
I miss all of the endless starlit nights
I miss our love and laughter too, but I'm not missing you

And I was playing your game, but I was trying too hard
Felt like I could never resist
And I was buried in shame, when you caught me off guard
The very second that I started to slip

Were you my dream for a while
or just time passing me by?

If it hurts to hear at all, I don't feel a thing now that you're gone
I wish I could lie as well as you, but all I have left to say is true
I miss the way we never said goodbye
I miss all of the endless starlit nights
I miss our love and laughter too, but I'm not missing you

Or hor you so disguised
I don't need the empty words you sent to me, well wasted like our time
Well written verses left unsaid

If it hurts to hear at all, I don't feel a thing now that you're gone
I wish I could lie as well as you, but all I have left to say is true
I miss the way we never said goodbye
I miss all of the endless starlit nights
I miss our love and laughter too, but I'm not missing you.