Con Las Ganas

With the Desire

Con Las Ganas

I remember that, upon arrival, you didn't even look at meRecuerdo que, al llegar, ni me miraste
I was just one more out of hundredsFui solo una más de cientos
However, they were yoursSin embargo, fueron tuyos
The first flirtationsLos primeros voleteos

How could I not realizeCómo no pude darme cuenta
That there are forbidden elevatorsQue hay ascensores prohibidos
That there are shared sinsQue hay pecados compartidos
That you were so closeQue tú estabas tan cerca

I dress up as youMe disfrazo de ti
You dress up as meTe disfrazas de mí
We play at being humanJugamos a ser humanos
In this gray roomEn esta habitación gris

I bite the water for youMuerdo el agua por ti
You slide for meTe deslizas por mí
We play at being two catsJugamos a ser dos gatos
That don't want to sleepQue no se quieren dormir

My anchors didn't stop your instinctsMis anclajes no pararon tus instintos
Nor yours, my complaintsNi los tuyos, mis quejidos
I let my screws runDejo correr mis tuercas
And let ants twist meY que hormigas me retuerzan

I want you to never stop squeezing meQuiero que no dejes de estrujarme
Without me saying anythingSin que yo te diga nada
That your fingertips are crustsQue tus yemas sean lagañas
Hooked to my verticesEnganchadas a mis vértices

I dress up as youMe disfrazo de ti
You dress up as meTe disfrazas de mí
We play at being humanJugamos a ser humanos
In this gray roomEn esta habitación gris

I bite the water for youMuerdo el agua por ti
You slide for meTe deslizas por mí
We play at being two catsJugamos a ser dos gatos
That don't want to sleepQue no se quieren dormir

I don't know what ended up happeningNo sé qué acabó sucediendo
I just felt, inside, dartsSolo sentí, dentro, dardos
Our uncomfortable positionNuestra incómoda postura
Expands in spaceSe dilata en el espacio

The pain sinks into my sideSe me hunde el dolor en el costado
And the corners cloud overY se me nublan los recodos
I'm thirsty and swallowingTengo sed y estoy tragando
I don't want to not be by your sideNo quiero no estar a tu lado

I dress up as youMe disfrazo de ti
You dress up as meTe disfrazas de mí
We play at being humanJugamos a ser humanos
In this gray roomEn esta habitación gris

I bite the water for youMuerdo el agua por ti
You slide for meTe deslizas por mí
We play at being two catsJugamos a ser dos gatos
That don't want to sleepQue no se quieren dormir

I will die with the desire to tell youMe moriré de ganas de decirte
That I will miss youQue te voy a echar de menos
And the words move away from meY las palabras se me apartan
My insides emptyMe vacían las entrañas

I pretend I don't know, that you haven't knownFinjo que no sé, que no has sabido
I pretend I don't like being with youFinjo que no me gusta estar contigo
And losing myself between my fingersY el perderme entre mis dedos
I remember you effortlesslyTe recuerdo sin esfuerzo

I will die with the desire to tell youMe moriré de ganas de decirte
That I will miss youQue te voy a echar de menos