Fatal

While waking up, another dream fades, my eyelids open, ever tearstained
I curse the days I felt weak and afraid, yet still the weight of all my pain remains
Hey, whenever I weep, will the grief, hurting ever deeper, fuel me?
I burn and bleed and burn and bleed and wanna see whatever love means

Oh your eyes, they sparkled bright with starry lights, comin’ out at night
Yet again, you would always find you’d feel deprived of love inside
Even though you were kind and saved those lives, all alone and blind
That shadow you’d hide would soon become mine because of all your lies

You have given me scars, fatally flawed and on guard
With a terrible star, wretched and brutally dark
Begging please, call me so clearly, call me so clearly
Every twisted and tangled and interweaved wound that bleeds
I know that only you had carved them deep, deeper into me
Begging please, watch me sincerely, watch me sincerely
I will use all the pain that my fate had cleaved instantly so only you see
Lighting up my past regrets that never seem to leave

I can’t bear to live when I know you’ve gone away
I would surely give up everything, no matter what it takes
What’s left in my heart is a hole your love had made
What the hell am I supposed to use to fill up that space?

It’s fatal, it’s fatal, it’s fatal, real, ai
It’s fatal, it’s fatal, it’s fatal, and I
It’s fatal, it’s fatal, it’s fatal, I cry
Hear my vow and watch me burn out, you are my fatale now!
Oh your eyes, they sparkled bright with starry lights, comin’ out at night
Yet again, you would always find you’d feel deprived of love inside
Every sigh was a sign that your fatal beauty shined, causing all to go blind
It made them ignite, those feathers you burned by that fall from the blue sky

Takin’ over every line of sight
Egoistic and divine yet again, you lied
Every feeling that I held tight in my life
They’ll be refined in my own mind

I know I’ll face my fate and still embrace what I swore to do that day

I can’t bear to live when I know you’ve gone away
I just wanna feel your starry light adorn me all the same
What’s left in my heart is a hole your love had made
I can only seem to feel it when I'm dreaming in vain

It’s fatal, it’s fatal, it’s fatal, real, ai
It’s fatal, it’s fatal, it’s fatal, and I
It’s fatal, it’s fatal, it’s fatal, I cry
Here on out, you can’t be held down, you are my fatale now!

How much have I regretted this?
How much have I been cursing this?
Even though I may try to pour some happiness within my life
It’s an endless kind of vessel you can’t fill inside
Tell me how much I dreamed of this
How much I came to wish for this
Yet again I just cry, I'm yearning for your hands to find and heal this wound of mine

I will not stop fighting on through the struggle on this stage
I just wanna find the love you had given me that day
I can’t wipe away what I know was preordained
All the darkness that had fallen from the starry light’s embrace

I can’t bear to live when I know you’ve gone away
I would surely give up everything, no matter what it takes
What’s left in my heart is a hole your love had made
What the hell am I supposed to use to fill up that space?

It’s fatal, it’s fatal, it’s fatal, real, ai
It’s fatal, it’s fatal, it’s fatal, and I
It’s fatal, it’s fatal, it’s fatal, I cry
Hear my vow and watch me burn out, you are my fatale now!

You are my fatale now