Waste Of Time

What's this I feel, I'm weak and on my knees
I'm choking on my bile, if I'm smart I try not to think forawhile
A part of me wants to deny what will come
Deception, the dwelling in agony

I can't stand that I am losing this game
Was I too eager after your affection?
This rejection is more that I can take
Was it just to surface that I got into?

I overcome what is done, I haven't lost for so long
The next sunrise will be the worst in my life
The enemy is trying to rip out my heart
They smile while I bleed before them

I can't stand that I am losing this game
Was I too eager after your affection?
This rejection is more that I can take
Was it just to surface that I got into?

'You're a waste of time' she said
'You will never be mine, no'