Laudanum Dreams

Time drags me down to its blackest waters
Stained glass visions through laudanum dreams
In search of my source
I am ready to die and be reborn

All symbols are subliminal but they keep the gaping truth

Restless in flesh
Hungry in soul

To see the entire whole
I must take what there is
And create what is missing
In its many parts

Falling down into the void of Denderah
I seek a state the one with many faces
It can't be seen or touched
But lies within the now

What we see and what we know is never settled
All belief and its delusions
Revelation of life written in flesh
Mother of all mantras, Profound vagina of the Earth!

Restless in flesh
Hungry in soul
Expansion of mind
Is my goal

The self echoes through the hollows
Through the Darkness in me
The imago breaks the chrysalis
The nocturnal creature flickers its grandiose wings