Ripped Away

Was I lying right through my teeth
When I said I was trustworthy
I said I'd never ever live this way
I'm turning into everything I hate

Well I was reckless with your love
I know I never gave you enough

Well is it all slipping away from me
I can't be anything you want me to be
All, ripped away from me
I can't be anything you want me to be
My heart is heavy and it keeps me to the ground
My eyes are swollen cause I can't have you around
All ripped away from me, I can't be anything you want me to be

I didn't have the strength to just come clean
Feeling weak and hurt it seems
That I can never look you in the face
Don't have the spine to go to your place

What can I do? What can I say?
After all I pushed you away
If you ever forgive me now it would be too soon