Don't Exist

I wake up and don't understand, what that bad feeling is around
My headache kills, I need some pills before I can find my thoughts

We always moved on side by side
Drank all night and forgot those types
Of sorrows you’re now fearing
I saw this something in your eyes
That something in you slowly dies
You just said: are you kidding?
Why did you stop to stand your ground for your goals
When did you stop to fighting for your soul, our soul

I thought I saw you standing there, but I know you don't exist
I thought I heard your voice again, but I know you don't exist
Every time I close my eyes I wish you were alive
I could kill you, tell me why did you leave me behind

Now I walk this road alone
And feel the whisper in my bones
I have nothing to lose
Tell me, has this day an end
Do I have to give up my friend
What was your excuse
What is it what banished you away from me?
What is that what I have never seen or been

Tell me why did you left me behind
All your lies made me cold as ice