The Unbelief In Me

I was all in, ‘til we ended up here
I was expecting the desert, but I wasn't forty years
My mouth is dry, and there's sand in my shoes
And I'm starting to wonder if I should have followed You

The unbelief in me is wondering why
The unbelief in me is whispering lies
The unbelief in me is making me believe that You brought me here to die

All that You've done, and the things that I've seen
They are so far away now it almost seems like a dream
I just need to know, that I'm not alone
But I haven't heard from You in so long This feels like home

The unbelief in me is wondering why
The unbelief in me is whispering lies
The unbelief in me is making me believe that You brought me here to die, brought me here to die

I'm trying to believe that You still speak
I'm trying to believe even when I can't see
I'm trying to believe, but only You can help this unbelief in me

The problem is it's easier to drift away than it is to stay this close
The problem is it's harder to hold on than it is to just let go
So hold on to me, hold on to me

I'm trying to believe that You still speak
I'm trying to believe even when I can't see
I'm trying to believe, but only You can help this unbelief in me
I'm trying to believe, but only You can help this unbelief in me