It Was Just An Accident

Unjust response for your ignorance
Intensify my rage
Unrest that makes me strong
Disrespect underneath the innocence
Magnify my hurt
Temperance in pleasure
Too drunk to comprehend the guilt
Forget nothing take it you need it

Make believe you love me
Pretend it's candy
One more time for the past
Take the risk
Have one more lick
One more stick
One more taste of my prick
Just for laughs

I want her seduction of naked ways
Stop taking
Disappear
Don't take my confidence
I'm murdering the love
In my mind
I'm murdering the love
In your eyes

Deny it
Destroy it
Unreal feeling
Pushing harder
Falling deeper
Coward decision
Envisionment

Let me free this
Cover your eyes
Venting all pain to flow with no strain
A discretion for this excuse
The years spent with child abuse

Cold non-emotion overload
Highly wound
Computer image scapegoat
A rerun painstaking sequence code
Turncoat of my closest brother
I speak my mind
My truth
A respond that's bleak
I hate your fake love lust
The game
Your mistake
Don't think, don't blink
Lose your head to solve the link

I've tried to ignore this
The sweet taste of lust on my lips
Drastically makes my head twitch
Chemically... Mentally
Spent eternity destroying it
Restrain to dominate
Putting me in my fake mental state
To be something

It's the disease I have
My drug
My lonely drug
I could have it
It's in my face
Locked down
No escape