Riven

Why? You take such early leave (of me?)
Good-Bye, my sweet serenity

Gone’s your scent, your noble breeze
Roaring storm expelled all ease (in me!)

Nooo! Here it comes again
It chokes my mind and I can’t restrain
A side of mine, on which a shade is cast
Darkness I hide, will it everlast… in me?

Why? You ‘ve led her pass to me? (to me?)
Welcome again, uncertainty

Why? Are we struggling all the days been given?
Is this life or just existing?
Wherefore? Makes this sense at all, to keep on striving?
Oh, I doubt it’s worth the thinking
Where? Is my place in world, what is my purpose?
Hard to find what matters livin’…
Why? I’ll ever come to rest upon this (shit) again?

Hoped, that I’d been done with you! – with you!
Thought, I ‘d coped with all I knew – I ‘ve screwn!

Why? Are we breaking down though we‘re in full bloom?
Blown – a-way like leaves, so withered
Why? We still incur a loss for bearing the palm?
Bitter-sweet triumphs to savour
Why? We feel so low without the slightest pretence?
Haven’t found an ease that lasting
I! Feel so torn apart, so deeply riven