Alonely

I can't get a hold
Hold of myself
Tossing and turning and screaming for help

So much to say
So many words
But sometimes you're looking so good that it hurts

I don't wanna lose you
Glad that I knew you
Don't wanna be with nobody else
There's nothing to say now
There's no way to say how
Feel I created this whole mess

I hate it this way
I'll be okay
I guess I will stay a lonely ghost

I know I'm not right
I'm messed in the head
So hurt me, desert me, just leave me for dead

I'm thinking 'bout thinking
Now my sun is shrinking
I know I can float but I'm sinking instead

I don't wanna lose you
Glad that I knew you
Don't wanna be in my own head

There's nothing to say now
No way to say how
Feel I created this whole mess

I hate it this way
I'll be okay
You knew it was good but I threw it away
Is there nothing left
You'd like to say?
I guess I'll just stay a lonely ghost