Drown In It

This hurtful game we play
Let’s let our heartstring fray
And let the scarlet spray
And let the burdens weigh

What fun it seems to be
You’re unable to breathe
Under the secret’s key
Break on the count of three

(1, 2, 3!)

The loveless scars we make
Let’s let them burn and ache
And let the heartbeat fake
And let them cause a quake

The lies you wave around
While looking at the ground
Is the thing that allowed
Our anger to resound

This is love this is hate
This is what we create
This is it it’s too late
To pick up all this weight
This is one this is two
Times that I’ve lied to you
This is it "we are through!"
This is it "I love you"

The remnants of something we had
Was stuffed in a bag and used as a gag
We’re choking on a pointless regret
Only to forget and melt till we’re wet

Is it nothing? Or something? Anything?
Is it hurting? Or healing? Everything?
A loveless love and hateless hate that
We can’t hold back

Lets drown in it

Our unbreaking remorse
Is served as the first course
And down your throat I force
And I’m laughing of course

Let’s fill it to the brim
On some sort of sick whim
Until it hits the rim
Deep enough to drown in

Oh starlight shining high
Do you ever tell lies?
Do you ever go cry?
There’s nothing to deny

Pushing it on the bed
Does not count it as dead
But if you really pled
Maybe I could’ve bled

This is joy, this is pain
This is what we have stained
This is it, it’s disdain
What we haven’t obtained

This is three, this is four
Times that we’ve declared war
This is it I want more!
This is it we’re done for

Hug me baby
Make me hazy
Let’s go crazy
Dunk your head in and drown in it

Kiss me baby
Make me shaky
Are you ready?
Do you love me? Now you can’t breath in

Hug me baby
Make me hazy
Let’s go crazy
Come and fall down and drown in it

Kiss me baby
Make me shaky
Are you ready
Do you love me?

The answers obvious
Absorbed in cockiness
So why do I still love you?

The remnants of something we had
Was stuffed in a bag and used as a gag
We’re choking on a pointless regret
Only to forget and melt till we’re wet

Is it nothing? Or something? Anything?
Is it hurting? Or healing? Everything?
A loveless love and hateless hate that
We can’t hold back

The shattered lies we thought made us glad
Only left us mad, waiting to be sad
We swallowed down another regret
Yet we can’t forget and the tears soak us wet

Are we nothing? Or something? Anything?
Are we hurting? Not healing? Everything?
A loveless love and hateless hate that
You tried to hold back
But it’s useless

So let’s drown this love

Come and drown in it
Come and drown in it
Baby

So that we can’t cry
So that we can’t breathe
Baby

Come and drown in it
Come and drown in it
With me

Dunk into the lies
Dunk into the pleas
You’ll see

Won’t you drown in it?
Won’t you drown in it?
Baby

Water fills my lungs
Don’t abandon me!
Love me