Dark ARIA - ARISE

The time has come
I thought I would never be
The prize was so cruel
But I'm getting numb
What I gain, what I lose
Can't stop my kind of duel

You don't wanna hear my apology
And never seem to let it be
It's gonna be like
I'm a stranger in my story
I'm just turning the pages without rages
Nothing but the numbers I trust in

From the right to the left
Even the goliath I used to be scared of
I don't care at all
Maybe don't know what I've got till it's gone
Can my soul be put to rest?

Death is gonna come for me
Be the change I couldn't be
Can you find a life that's like fairytales?
Far from this tragedy

Sad you had to wait for me
Feels like an eternity
Please forgive me for my sins
Angels wings lifting and settings me free

Are you still worried about me?
Oh, well
Is it too late to say sorry?

Death is gonna come for me (I'm the sick messiah)
Be the change I couldn't be (but it's my desire)
Can you find a life that's like fairytales? (Ah, ah. Oh my)
Far from this tragedy (I'm to blame, I'm to blame)

Sad you had to wait for me (wanna go much higher)
Feels like an eternity (arise, arise!)
Please forgive me for my sins (ah, alright)
Angels wings lifting and settings me free (I'm to blame)

The question of my love
Slipping right through the cracks and crumbling to dust

The question of my love (a bit of sentiment gonna make me cut my throat)
Slipping right through the cracks and crumbling to dust (slipping right through. Gimme what's true)

Disgusting
Fed up with myself and the system
What should I do?