Hope for a Normal Life

I did not mean to stand, no but
sometimes I lean to see it my way
there's some secrets I'll share
that'choo will only make you sad

cuz I know
it won't show
but I know for sure
your pain grows
and I'm sure
there's no love no more

next time I hope for a normal life
next life I hope I do something right
yeah that's what I want

summertime it's been a while
can't see the sun just wanna hide
in my dreams I make you smile
no dreams they only make me cry

cuz I know
it won't show
but I know for sure
your pain grows
and I'm sure
there's no love no more

next time I hope for a normal life
next life I hope I do something right
next time I look for something that feels right
cuz let me kneel on, lefting me lonely
I just wanna stop and start all over again
And I need all day

next time I hope for a normal life
next life I hope I do something right
just want another life
I hope for another life