Ma'am

I've been scared all these years
Of my secrets fall into the wrong hands
But I was screwed, they are good people
They are more than that, they are part of my family

I played hide and seek while I was crying
I made lots of shit and covered them without leaving a trace
I just wanted to live my life my way
Without interference from external factors

Oh, ma'am, my mother, tell me
Why do not you accept me the way I am?
You lived with me for over sixteen years

Oh, ma'am, my mother, forgive me
I know I was a very different son from what I wanted
But I wrote my story the way I wanted it

I made millions of hearts break
My heart has turned to stone again
There was no life inside me
I was just a dry cocoon
I lost everything, I lost my desire, my dream

I asked for forgiveness, in a cautious way
I retraced my steps, I kept going
Each path has an end, we choose
I already chose mine, but I do not know the result
I'm following what my heart says

Oh, ma'am, my mother, tell me
Why do not you accept me the way I am?
You lived with me for over sixteen years

Oh, ma'am, my mother, forgive me
I know I was a very different son from what I wanted
But I wrote my story the way I wanted it

Apologies about apologies
Is that the only thing you can do?
You were for many years my dream
Who disappeared in a matter of seconds
Along with my dignity and reputation

You've been better
I wrote you a letter
I did not believe you when you lied
I held on, but I cried

Oh, ma'am, my mother, tell me
Why do not you accept me the way I am?
You lived with me for over sixteen years

Oh, ma'am, my mother, forgive me
I know I was a very different son from what I wanted
But I wrote my story the way I wanted it

Oh, ma'am, my mother, tell me
Why do not you accept me the way I am?
You lived with me for over sixteen years

Oh, ma'am, my mother, forgive me
I know I was a very different son from what I wanted
But I wrote my story the way I wanted it