Sinking

Standing in the back of the line
I feel the others try to push me down and keep it away from me
Grabbing at the one thing that i know is mine
Can't you see me with my head to the floor
feel the recklessness of absolute desperation
Valued Sentimental pieces of the life I thought I held in myhands

Why do I always try
To better what I am
Can't I realize that I've always been sinking

Failing everyday
It only helps to aggravate
The sickening feeling inside that won't go away
Fall Down
Pick yourself up and fall down
Drip from my cup and fall down
This is what its like to be me, me
Can't you see what I see

Why do I always try
To better what I am
Can't I realize that I've always been sinking?

Why do I always try
To better what I am
Can't I realize that I've always been sinking?

What I am is what I feel
But what I feel is nothing real
And what I know is all I want
Is to be saved from this spot
To be saved from this spot
To be saved from this spot

Why do I always try
To better what I am
Can't I realize that I've always been sinking