At My Worst

(Bleed me out)
I know you’re the first to listen
When I scream aloud
I’m coming clean again
And I will do my best
To show you who
Who I was and who I am
Don’t write me off
Please hear me out

My skin is so much thicker now

I feel it in my bones
Not fearing anymore
The writings on the wall
My scars are at the door

The worst is over, my eyes are open
They can say whatever, they can say whatever they want
Tonight I’m not coming undone
They can say whatever, they can say whatever they want

And I’ll throw it all away
You can see it on my face
And I’ll throw it all away
Just to find my voice again

Lay me out
Leave me bruised and broken
Watch me build back up
And lead aloud again
I won’t forget the ones who
Pulled me out when I was at my worst
If it’s you I care about
You know I’ll tell you first

My skin is thicker now

I feel it in my bones
Not fearing anymore
The writings on the wall
My scars are at the door

The worst is over, my eyes are open
They can say whatever, they can say whatever they want
Tonight I’m not coming undone
They can say whatever, they can say whatever they want

And I’ll throw it all away
You can see it on my face
And I’ll throw it all away
Just to find my voice again

No turning back
I see it all in front of me
Forget the past
There’s no way that I’d ever leave (2x)

The worst is over, my eyes are open
They can say whatever, they can say whatever they want
Tonight I’m not coming undone
They can say whatever, they can say whatever they want

And I’ll throw it all away
You can see it on my face
And I’ll throw it all away
Just to find my voice again