What Am I to Say?

What am I to say?
I'm all wrapped up in apathy
And I don't want to stay this way
There's nothing left to do
Now that I am onto you
All I want to know, is the truth

And I don't want to go
But I feel like I should
'Cause I'm falling apart
And I'm, and I'm, and I'm

How could you be
The better part of me
When we're only half of
What we used to be, today?
Could you see?
This isn't what we need
And I'm leaving
All the pieces how they fell

So goodbye, farewell

What am I to say?
I still remember every day
Memories don't fade away
And it all falls apart
In the shadows of the past
It can seem to be so hard
But it's time the feelings pass

How could you be
The better part of me
When we're only half of
What we used to be, today?
Could you see?
This isn't what we need
And I'm leaving
All the pieces how they fell

So goodbye, farewell

And pull your triggers now
What you waiting for?
I stand accused myself
Sometimes I'm wrong, God help me
And here beneath my lie
What am I praying for?
I don't believe in Hell
But I just might be there tonight

How could you be
The better part of me
When we're only half of
What we used to be, today?
Could you see?
This isn't what we need
And I'm leaving
All the pieces how they fell

So goodbye, farewell