Switchblade

what I saw in you
breaks my heart in two
cause now I know you did not want to
but mum did quite a lot to help you
what I got from it is that I'm nuts
incapable of relations
can't talk to anyone
what I saw in you
breaks my heart in two
cause now I know that I loved you
but I had to learn to live without you
I had to learn to hate
I had to learn to hate what I love
how could I know that it's so hard to switch hate off