Me and My Jealousy

I think about me holding you
There's nothing much that I can do
The seconds in minutes
The minutes in hours
The future is his
And the past is ours

You tell me I should just move on
It's easier to tell than done
The only thing left
Keeping me company
Just me and my jealousy

I lay awake at night
You keep running through my mind
Jealous on the hair
That you hold
The city on the wind
I've never seen so cold
Nothing left to me
Just me and my jealousy
Just me and my jealousy

That said
Really, isn't much to say
But we're only better off this way
So tell me is it better when you're laying in bed
I wonder if you ever think of me instead

I've got nothing left to prove
When you've got nothing you've nothing to lose
The only thing left keeping me company
Just me and my jealousy

I lay awake at night
You keep running through my mind
Jealous on the hair
That you hold
Chicago in the winter
I've never seen this cold
Nothing left to me
Just me and my jealousy

I'm jealous of the feel
The pillow you lay your hair
The only thing I'm laying with is my regret
My regret

And I'm jealous of the way
He says your name
I should have fought
But I let you walk away

I lay awake at night
You keep running through my mind

This, tune in tonight
I can't get you off my mind

Jealous of the hair
That you hold
Chicago in the winter
I've never seen this cold
Nothing left to me
Just me and my jealousy
My jealousy
My jealousy
Me and my jealousy