The Cost Of Catching Your Breath

The sadness will never end as quickly our lives will
And even when our hearts stop beating
The clock will continue ticking away
Today will soon become a yesterday
And we will always find a way
To repeat the same mistakes we all will make
The scars will heal and they will fade
But what will we have learned?
Sometimes it takes a heart to break
To find what we were searching for
But when tears are the only wisdom shed
Is this the consequence for the blood racing through my veins
Comes complete with an aging contradiction
The promisses of happiness in this life is to love and be loved
But why is it better to have loved and lost than to have never have loved at all
When each day the emptiness will continue to surround us
And it will follow our hearts through
Every waking moment
Through every loving dream
Through every night we lied awake and cried ourselves to sleep
Just open your heart and let me in
Open your eyes and see theres no other way to live
But if it's pain that you want
Then pain is what you will get
It's what you will get.
A lifetime of loneliness in a world where i shouldn't exist
And it begins with a process of self forgiveness
To seek and discover the world through closed eyes
What is my purpose in life
Who am i to try and redefine the concept of love
But with these endless questions
I'm getting so frustrated
Trying to piece together
What was and what could have been
And i can't explain the sadness dwelling within me
And i can't retrace these steps that lead me to that thoughts
When the voice inside my head reminds me of those autumn nights spent
Dotting "i"s with hearts
So if allthat i've ever said and done
If allthat i've trusted and believed in ever really existed
Why are we so easy to ruin
The...the answer lies beside me
Because sometimes in life it may take two souls to realize you only need one to survive