Disillusion's Reel

Every time I try to understand
The meaning hidden deep into my heart
I crumble down the taste of losing all
Is always bitter when I sip from my cold blood

Losing what when there is nothing much to gain?
Stop yourself and have a thought
Watch your life

Mother earth is there, emotionless to your eyes
You can love her sons, but at the end you're all alone
Come and dance this reel, disillusion's for real
Stop yourself for God's sake, try to take a look at yourself

How can you pretend of having my faith
Of gaining all the respect and the love that I can give
I even hardly believe in myself
Where is the tunnel white, they told me of?

Losing what when there is nothing much to gain?
Stop yourself and have a thought
Watch your life

Mother earth is there, emotionless to your eyes
You can love her sons, but at the end you're all alone
Come and dance this reel, disillusion's for real
Stop yourself for God's sake, try to take a look at yourself