So Far Gone

I keep telling myself you gotta get up now
face your demons when you see them
don't let them get you down
just take advantage of the situation
and just know you did it yourself and fuck all those who want your admiration
when I needed you,you said to sit this one out and later will talk about it
your worst enemy is yourself but I really doubt it
can't get it out of my head
I wanna break your hollow bones
no way around it
I'm sure you already know
am I making sense is anything sinking in
cause I need you to know just how it feels
I'm starting to realize everything in life that is important
and your not on the list
I'm sure
I double checked it
your only human
so you make mistakes
but you pulling me way down with you is not my idea of a saving grace