Why Did I Care?

Wish I werent so sensitive - that I could blow it off
And wish you the best but thats just me and I just cant
Didnt even care at first but you reeled me in
And now Im hanging here deboned and gutted

[chorus]
What was I doing? what was I thinking?
Where was I going? why did I care?
What was I doing ? what was I thinking?
What was I asking? why did I care?

Keep your distance so I can heal - dont you pick at my scabs
I cant allow myself to feel but Im weak and I want you
Its not my fault that you dont know what you want
I will laugh at this tomorrow if I can ever fall asleep

[chorus]

Some days are better than others - this must be one of those others
So I hide behind the fans - they make me feel ok
I will pull myself out of this - there is light at the end of the tunnel
As long as you dont blow it out with your sweet and sour breath

[chorus]