Its A Wonderful Lie

(s. macdonald)
Why do I try - fighting against your indifference?
I always say its ok - I was only lying the last time
You seem to want - to hear a song written about you
Better write it yourself - or its not gonna be very flattering

Its not how I need it
Its not how I planned it
Its not how I want it
But I got it

I admit that its lust - frees my mind from thinking
Im not the last one - wholl fall to that emotion
I am nothing - thats what you would have me believing
Time to move on - to bigger and better disasters

Its not how I saw it
Its not how I need it
Its not how I want it
But I got it

Its all a game
My hearts a flame
No ground to gain
A speeding train

I always know when to quit - when Ive overstayed my welcome
Im not unbreakable - sorry if I gave that impression
I try to help you - but Im left with a handful of rope burn
If I seem bitter - at least Ive conveyed my emotion

Its not how I need it
Its not how I planned it
Its not how I want it
But I got it

Its all the same
I lose again
The cause to blame
A speeding train

A speeding train