In My Hands

Don't wanna do this
Don't wanna do that, too
That's how i lived my life, oh oh
And now i think i'm
Making a huge mistake

I'm gonna hurt you
It's gonna hurt me, too
That's how i see the world, uh uh
And if you think it's
Too hard to bear i'll be on my way

I know i should say
Something nice
Face to face
If i fail
Are you gonna judge me?

I look in the mirror
All i see's a shell
Buried in the sand
I'm ready to leave it all behind
The future is in my hands yeah

I played my games
The way i wanted and
I always climbed the stairs yeah

Although i wish
I had somebody to stand by me

I know i should show
How i feel
But i'm still
Afraid to know the truth about me

I look in the mirror
All i see's a girl
Lost in the sea of greed
I'm ready to leave it all behind
The future is in my hands yeah

Put it on my name
I will take the blame
I promise to be strong

I know i can change
All i need's in my hands
I really think i do
There's no looking back

I look in the mirror
All i see's a shell
Buried in the sand
I'm ready to leave it all behind
The future is in my hands yeah

I look in the mirror
All i see's a girl
Lost in the sea of greed
I'm ready to leave it all behind
The future is in my hands yeah